It's one week since I left Germany. And now the second missing comes. I am missing my friends. I am missing, that I could touch them, hug them. I miss you too. Here, in hungary, we are cold, and you cant touch anybody, these has strict rules. Yes I also like to be here, because this is where I was born, where I belong to maybe. But I think I will belong to that place, where my heart will belong to. But I need to do something now. To jump big, to try what I am able to. Nobody understands it. I want to be free. (And owned:-P)
My heart wants to concentrate on other things. It is unpatient, want to live from now. But now I have really no time. I have to do more, than I have time. It is too much for me, and i wait the time I can relax. Every day I am late at home, I have 42 classes/week, and then my homeworks, what I must do. This crazy thing is till december. From december I will have more time. I was thinking about what I would do if I could start my life again. I want to be an artist. I always wanted to be. But my parents decided earlier, what I am good in, so slowly I forget, but till 18 I was sure, that I will be an artist one day. Artist of handworks. I want to create new things. From glass, wood, textils, and from everything. I would read, I would write, I would translate, go where I want, and love everything, and everybody. And I would travel. I want to travel this summer somewhere. Somewhere dangerous:-D
It would be such a good thing to know, that sometimes You think of me. I dont know how I should behave with you. Because I get closer, and closer to that fact, that I open myself more and more. I dont know if You recognize this or not. And I fear litte that what If you dont want that i will be open. So please tell it if not.
My mother knows somethings. I dont know what, but every day she comes in, and talks about perversion, that it is an illness. :-DDD
About the task: This was the easiest task I could get. I slept a lot, i was relaxed, and to mastrubate in every 2 hours, was really charming, i would say it was not enough. Because I had it not done for 1 week, I was the whole day wet, and I could do even more times. So Thanks YOu FOr THis Greatful Opportunity, this made me really happy. I dont know how I can give something so pleasant to you too:-D I am thinking:-PPPP
Some surprise of hungarian songs(I was thinking what I could send you):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MdqUYASQXjA&mode=related&search=
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=63Czb9v1dE0&mode=related&search=
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